You left us late in the June
It rained heavily that day
Even nature grieved with us.
I heard about it through a friend
She was crying, I couldn’t stop her
She tried hugging me, I couldn’t let her
She was asking me something I remember,
I couldn’t hear her
For all I could hear was your last goodbye
When we promised to meet again the day before
Under the tree where we always met
I find myself there often,
I ask you many questions hoping for a response from the heavy air,
Why didn’t you believe in me?
Why didn’t you call me?
Why didn’t you think about me?
Silence settles in piercing my body
For I am still concerned about me
I couldn’t see you that day,
I kept standing outside your door
I heard you were ruthless,
To yourself,
To myself
To the memories we made
To the bond we had
I blame myself
I can’t help it
Where was I?
I could’ve saved you
But I never blame you
I think I miss you
But then I remember
You are not gone
Cause I carry you in my soul.
